Well, when it gets this bad and this overwhelming, things have to shape up again. I hope you find time to write with all the beta and admin work. I know people appreciate you for all three, so please don't let The-"Author"-Who-Must-Not-Be-Criticized get you down! I don't do work on nearly as many stories as you do, but there was one that took a lot of effort and careful explanations. She submitted without making all the changes, was rejected, and decided it was not worth her time to correct and post at all. Ah, well, c'ést la vie. The writers who do appreciate your help and feedback and those of the other admins will hopefully continue to make it worthwhile. It is really precious that you do enjoy helping writers improve. Thanks!