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lady_karelia ([personal profile] lady_karelia) wrote2008-03-12 01:17 am
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Am tired

Tired because it's been a long day.

Tired because posting a story as a "validated" author is supposed to mean you can see your story posted as soon as you've updated, and yet, I don't see it until at least twelve or more hours later, followed very quickly by other updates so mine never shows for more than a couple of minutes on top.

Tired because it's just tiring to post a new chapter for a mere four or five reviews. That's about one review per 50-80 readers. Since so many "readers" are left so entirely unimpressed by my writing, I don't see why I should bother. It's very different to reiki or being harmonically defiant because in that respect I know every single reaction means one more awake person. With fanfic, that simply isn't the case. So I guess I won't bother so much in the future.

Of course I go by my own standards here: If I don't like a story, I stop reading during the first chapter and don't leave a review. If I do like a story, I leave a review somewhere and make the story or even the author my favourite. Sometimes I get sucked in and don't remember to review until chapter 2 or 3 or 4, but leave reviews for subsequent chapters.

Yes, I write for my own pleasure, but why should I bother with posting to various archives if there is no feedback? I might as well spend that time with my original works. I would understand if there were no reviews or poor reviews. But the few reviews that are there are glowing.

So, yeah. I guess I'm telling too much and showing not enough *snerk*. On to other things.

[identity profile] zeegrindylows.livejournal.com 2008-03-12 02:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh I don't know. Some archives don't get many reviews and others get tons. It mightn't be you at all. Cheer up. Write fanfic because you love to play with our dear characters and because there are at least a few people out there who you KNOW love it when you do and there are most likely more where those came from who just aren't big on writing reviews.

[identity profile] lady-karelia.livejournal.com 2008-03-13 01:47 am (UTC)(link)
*has cheered up* Thank you! Yes, that's why I'm writing, it's just tiring occasionally to see large amounts of reads and low amounts of reviews. Makes me think my writing is crap, lol.