Am tired

Mar. 12th, 2008 01:17 am
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Tired because it's been a long day.

Tired because posting a story as a "validated" author is supposed to mean you can see your story posted as soon as you've updated, and yet, I don't see it until at least twelve or more hours later, followed very quickly by other updates so mine never shows for more than a couple of minutes on top.

Tired because it's just tiring to post a new chapter for a mere four or five reviews. That's about one review per 50-80 readers. Since so many "readers" are left so entirely unimpressed by my writing, I don't see why I should bother. It's very different to reiki or being harmonically defiant because in that respect I know every single reaction means one more awake person. With fanfic, that simply isn't the case. So I guess I won't bother so much in the future.

Of course I go by my own standards here: If I don't like a story, I stop reading during the first chapter and don't leave a review. If I do like a story, I leave a review somewhere and make the story or even the author my favourite. Sometimes I get sucked in and don't remember to review until chapter 2 or 3 or 4, but leave reviews for subsequent chapters.

Yes, I write for my own pleasure, but why should I bother with posting to various archives if there is no feedback? I might as well spend that time with my original works. I would understand if there were no reviews or poor reviews. But the few reviews that are there are glowing.

So, yeah. I guess I'm telling too much and showing not enough *snerk*. On to other things.

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Date: 2008-03-13 01:40 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lady-karelia.livejournal.com
*laughs* Thank you! Your words have put me back in a more right mind, and I truly appreciate that.

Sometimes it really bugs me how lame the fandom can be. I mean, there are thousands of fics out there, many of them very good, all for free, and yet the vast majority of readers don't bother to spend that half minute to let the author at least know they read and like it or dislike it.

I know I shouldn't let it bug me, but alas. Some days it does...

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