happy birthday to me

[lady_karelia]

okay. maybe i shouldn't post, as it's likely to sound morose or morbid. but honestly. i only turn 40 once in this life and haven't done so in the few past ones. so it's a big one for me. so why does dh have to have a go at dd (who's turning 15 today) minutes before our b-days?
i really don't wanna be in tears right now, but i am. will hopefully post happier thoughts tomorrow.